What is forgiveness really? Like for real what is forgiveness? I have never understood how people let go of the anger, disappointment and probably their disrespect. Is it supposed to be easy?
Jane has always been a super woman, and by super woman I mean she was a go-getter, fierce, gorgeous, courageous, beautiful and brilliant! She had amazing friends who always had her back at all costs
‘’Welcome Jane, so what would you want us to talk about today?”
”Uuhm should we talk about how I bailed out on my first therapist or the fact that I really don’t want to be here? You are the therapist I mean, you call the shots.’’
You ever find yourself in one of those awkward moments after releasing excess gas from your body just to realize that your crush had been behind you all that time? It sucks… a lot and in most cases you would feel like the pretty human behind you is literally judging you right?
“Ladies and gentlemen… drum rolls please?…and the drama queen award of the year for the twentieth time goes to… you will never move forward if you keep doing this. Jane, stop pushing yourself too hard, it ain’t worth nothing girl.”
I don’t think you understand how I really feel…..It has not been easy trying to fit in a society that only refers to you as the bastard who is always sad, I didn’t choose this life, I didn’t choose to be depressed, I didn’t chose to stupidly always love with my whole heart, I didn’t chose to be the child who begs his biological father to be part of her life, I didn’t choose this life! Do you even get it?
Do you Mr. Adrian Zafrula promise to be Jane’s best friend; to comfort her and to listen to her? To celebrate her success and support her struggles? To love her, respect her and tenderly care for her through all the days of your life? …..That was the dream except it wasn’t a dream anymore…
When I grow up….I want to be the richest girl alive with the best of the best I can get, give my family the best life and of course get married to a kikuyu man…damn…this seemed so real as I was growing up except it reached a point I had to focus on the important things as I would say… I really didn’t pay much attention on being the richest girl alive anymore I just wanted a good life,be able to pay my bills, cater for my family and be able to provide for the kids at my children’s home, with my kikuyu man beside me….I wanted a life for myself and everyone around me.
Talk of venomous relationships and I will gladly tell you of how it felt like to be taken for granted, well not me but Jane…remember Jane? You sure do! She is everywhere on my posts so yes, that Jane. For a long time Jane wanted to be in place where shed feel like home,
we all have that one ex that will never tire reminding us of how amazing and talented we are right? Yea, I still get to have such problems, not interesting or necessary but yoo everyone has their moments. Now the problem normally comes in when you refuse to acknowledge their sweet of words, I mean you being my ex should tell you something right? but again let us not assume that everyone will get it,it takes time for few to understand.
Ever wondered what animals think of anytime they are alone? Ever thought of how amazing life would be like being an animal? Never thought of such but thinking of it right now makes me think about it even more, imagine the life of an animal
You remember that time when you could not get your eyes of your screen while watching Nigerian movies for no reason? Yeees
When was the last time you ever wondered how things would actually be like if you’d listen to that particular voice that always talks to you?
its not everyday that you just decide to go through your past school paper and laugh your answers out, today was that day and being on quarantine, I really did not have much of ways to make it a productive day and I must say taking a look at what I used to do in school made me feel extra proud of my efforts back then
Have you ever thought of killing someone?anything? This is not the best topic to be talking about yes but it is a free world aight? And anyone can think about doing anything especially during trying times so let us talk about it yee
Do people ever have nightmares? Do people still get scared of their thoughts hence bringing along insomnia?
A bucket list uhmm…people will tell you this is a list of things that one has not done before but wants to do before dying whoooa, hold up…my bucket list would definitely have a different definition
someone doesn’t need to miss a meal just to stay safe because of the corona virus let us protect our own.
You can find a friend anywhere you know it just take the courage to think of your friend as more,i don got the courage but maybe you do.
Now…let us think for a minute…
Depression is a common and serious medical illness that negatively affects how you feel, the way you think and how you act. Fortunately, it is also treatable. Depression causes feelings of sadness and/or a loss of interest in activities once enjoyed…It could be psychotic depression or maybe bipolar disorder or maybe..major depression…
I have had my thoughts misplaced before and not once ,,you don’t want to be confused in your own world,,…create,conceptualize and make it happen! It is very possible.
Everyone falls in love at some point in life but is it normally the right time to actually decide that it is right to be with someone? what is your heart keeps bumping to disasters in the name of love just like Jane is it really worth it
Life is a precious gift that most of us only get to treasure when need arises
love is a journey with so many obstacles…..